After a while of wholesome-mind space deprivation, the urge to return
to the more desirable state of naturally running thought overcame me
in late afternoon of 26th Septette. I decided to go out for a walk.
The usual walkway, with a couple more anthrobstacles than usual, but
the degree was manageable. Seemingly unfazed by the happenings of my
surroundings, on the middle way back I suddenly found myself
surrounded by what at first felt like an alien forcefield of sorts.
After closer inspection, it became clear to me that I was actually
captured by what seemed to be a wild swarm of tiny white fairies (or
autumn fairies or fairies of the winterwinds or will of wisps or tiny
cool creatures that I cannot really categorize yet).
Based on my past experiences with similarly chaotically air circling
organisms, my first reaction was to retreat into a defensive position
to try to avoid any facial contact which might've resulted in
undesirable tastes of a never forgotten past. But then they suddenly
just went away, utterly removed from/by reality.
Not really dwelling too much on that short lived experience I
continued to walk steps forward into the direction of my house. While
modestly turning to face a dirt ground path, I noticed a trail of tiny
white dots once again, but this time just gently flying past me, like
a nice little wave of unintended kindness. I pulled my vision straight
ahead, only to witness an overwhelming barrage of familiar magical
energy streaming my way. However, to my great surprise, the energy
stream was repelled by a sort of goat mom protective force field that
made all the friendliness pellets just fly past me. That was when
realized that my fateful encounter with the empire of the tiny white
autumn fairies was far from overall.
SWITCH:[ON]___ I felt like I was standing in the middle of some very
important event going on, so I decided to not move for a while. I tried to
observe their behaviour and maybe get a better glimpse of their
special anatomy (which as it turns out, was really hard to do).
Looking straight ahead felt like staring into winter snowfall, only
sideways. No physical sensations though, functionally it wasn't
anything unlike a simple illusion.
After realising that this was a totally rad and awesome occasion that
was happening around my body, I turned around to try and see where
these fellas might be headed. Now this put me in a little dilemma, one wherein
I'd have to choose between potentially discovering either their origin
or destination. Both equally intriguing choices, though I ultimately
decided to follow their origin point because it was the way I wanted
to go anyway (pretty convenient if you ask me, could've been some sort
of divine intervention or sth, I really can't tell).
So I slowly took single steps in the fear of interrupting their
possibly holy activity, heading in the direction of what I assumed
would be their base of operations. I had to stop every couple meters
to see whether I still had them on my radar, since they were basically
invisible size. Loss of my sight of them did occur a few times, but after
careful observation of my immediate air, their presence resurfaced.
And that kinda cycle didn't stop.
At least not until I actually arrived at my house, where standing in
my garden meant the end of a fantastical adventure full of whimsical
wonder. A couple fairies were still faintly detectable in the higher open air,
but following their linear line of flight was pretty much impossible
at that point. I didn’t go out of my way for anything, my way was the
way of the fellas of fall, the other way they went only.
What I think I came away with at the end, was that the distinction
between sizes in this clash of the roaming souls, served as a kind of
barrier. Perhaps 3D space is divided into outward growing metaphysical
layers, wherein consciousness within a certain xyz radius can only
comprehend its own layer that it resides in. Sort of like the
"Inhabitable Zone'' around a shining star, which, in the case of our
sun, is only occupied by our own mother earth, the only planet that
could support life in our solar system. What if the expansion of the
universe, as we perceive it, is equivalent to the expansion of the
collective human consciousness as we evolve? (should I hope that this
In any case, this matter would require more investigation, and I’m
just a little herb, what can I do.